In psychology there is a concept of "field" when a person lives and develops in the "psychological field" of objects around him. According to it, intentions retain more tension and do not discharge completely when they are incompletely completed.
Every day I open my eyes and choose not to make decisions. Not to give up responsibility for anything in this short or long race of doubts and options. Every moment I ask God not to create a reality with difficult choices. To do everything so that there is no opportunity to question your strength or weakness. Every problem - leave every problem unresolved, every sign uninterpreted, every secret unrevealed, every truth unproven. The willful decision is to savor the hypnosis of sacrifice for the entire allotted time. Submissive and in love with the constancy of obscurity and the freedom of inaction, scattered and going from connection to connection, leaving only broken threads.